Hellooo guys xD
how are you feeling today ?
i'm good as always :\
except that i'm feeling a little bit disappointed in someone
well technically speaking ,
that "someone" is a very special person to me
and he do something that really-really
makes me mad at him :\
i don't want to talk about it though
because i don't want him to know that i was actually
talking about him ,
if he ever read my blog
which i really wish he did , buahahhahahaa xD
well we've been friend for a very long time
but i don't think he felt the same
way as i did .....
even though he told me that
he like me , before ...
i always thought that he might get over me already
because i'm not that interesting ,
to be honest i'm more of a gullible person
who can't really take a simple jokes =.=
anyway, its not like that .
i can take jokes but he always makes me think
that its so real and get me feel uncomfortable sometimes...
and when i mad at him he always said i'm gullible
and can't take his jokes =.=
its freakin' annoying though >.<
i don't know how to describe my feelings
right now , but i fell like letting him go for no reason
because i'm tired of waiting ...
we've been friends for a year and a half ,
if he don't feel the same way ,
i might just give up :\
maybe ... he already have someone else that
he like or whatever.. right ?
owhh i feel like slapping my self =.=
btw , i'm sleepy *yawn*
i should be getting ready for bed
my bed is waiting for me :3
see you guys next time ...
BYE !
