Have someone every told you
that they care about you and likes you but
they don't act like they actually do ?
Yes , that happened to me .
Like , if you really like me and care about me
why are you doing this to me ?
Have i done something wrong to you ?
All i wanna do is help you but you don't even
give me the chance to do so .
So what am i supposed to do really ?
I can't get you out of my head even if i try so hard .
I can't do this anymore .
It's getting a little too much now .
I know it's my fault too because i care too much
and like you too much .
It freaking hurts that when i told you how i felt
about everything but all you do is said "Lol" .
Is it that funny to you ?
You have no idea how much im tearing inside .
I know you're going through a lot lately but
you don't even want to share it with me .
You told me you can handle everything and
you can solve your own problem .
But the way you act towards me makes me
worry so much .
It makes me think if i ever done something to you
or if you hate and and don't wanna talk to me anymore .
You make me feel like im not important
to you anymore .
"i want us to be niggas forever"
MY ASS .
Such bullshit .
"i feel like we lost our charm"
What does that even mean .
Don't say that when the truth is you
don't even try to make it work .
I don't know anymore .
I'm so tired of this and i think i give up now .
Yeah i give up .
Like most people said ,
saying goodbye is always the hardest but
letting go is way worst .
If you really wanna be with me , find me .
I can't be bothered anymore .
Cause when i do , i always end up getting hurt .
"Why bother caring so much about someone who
don't even care about you" ,
my heart ache every time people ask me that .
Everyone keeps telling me to care about my feelings too
and i guess its time for me to do so .
Because everyone seems selfish of caring about themselves
more than they do care about other people and
they tend to not getting hurt so i guess
maybe i should be selfish about caring for myself
rather than other people too .
I'm sick of caring too much for people who don't deserve .
My head hurts so much .
I don't get enough sleep .
I've been thinking a lot lately .
I'm just gonna go .
Bye .
