Hello.
It's been 6 years since I logged in and I never said my proper goodbye either.
Before I do, I have a couple of things to say.
To those who followed this blog since the beginning, thank you, and sorry you had to witness the evolution of my writing in the most absurd way. I was an obnoxious child hahaha.
SOOO much had happened in these past years.
I managed to recover, his name don't hurt me anymore.
It taught me to be mentally stronger and know my worth.
Took me 2 years and a half,
I bet my past self would be so proud.
Oh, and I also found a special person, who stayed for almost 5 years now ♡
He helped me to be more open about my feelings and opinion.
He probably don't know how much that means to me.
Even though I still have a lot to improve, slowly but surely.
And once I'm the best version of myself and everything is set
I'm gonna marry him.
Believe it or not, I'm not afraid of changes anymore. It used to scare the hell out of me.
The thought of getting out of my bubble overwhelmed me.
But I could say I have more confidence in my decisions now.
I hope those who are reading this will be able to get through whatever you're going through.
You'll be okay. I believe in you.
I never thought this blog would this much to me
but here I am.
Other than my notebook, this blog has been my bestfriend for the longest time.
I spilled every tears writing on here back then.
So thank you, for giving me the opportunity to write my heart out
when I have no one to express it to.
Ughh saying goodbye is always the hardest.
And this is the part where you'd say "I'm running out of space to write" in letters
but it don't work like that here.
Anyway, it's time to go now.
Goodbye.
P.S : No one is reading this anymore but if you do, thank you for everything ♡
Signing off,
Evalyn